When Riley wakes up in the morning, she always wants to "go see baby?" and when she finds him, she doesn't leave his side. She wants to hold him and kiss him and get right in his face. She just LOVES him!
Honestly the hardest part right now? Lack of sleep (Jackson isn't the best sleeper between the hours of 1am and 5am) and the guilt of not being able to be totally involved in playing with each baby during the day. Having to resort to TV or ipad more than I'd like... not always being able to take Riley out to the activities I would like during the day. And then the flip side... the guilt of not being able to just spend time with Jackson... talking to him and reading to him all during his awake time. Being 100% present with him rather than leaving him to "play" independently so I can do some things with Riley. Not being able to hold him and snuggle him all the time like he wants. It's a balancing act for sure, and soon I'll get into a groove where I feel like both babies are getting sufficient time, stimulation, and attention from me. But for now, I think we're doing just fine. :)